| Night Night |
[Nov. 30th, 2009|08:59 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
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| | Lemony Snicket | ] |
So i decided to start on the manga finally. im doing the writing tonight and will do a bit of conceptual art tomorrow. Gonna email lance what i scribble out and get his opinion. The man knows comics like Stan Lee.
And since im done grinding im going to start questing on FF3
Getting an engagement ring done for the fiance. |
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| Time for a real update |
[Nov. 29th, 2009|05:09 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
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| | Faunts | ] |
Somedays I feel like getting up can be a chore. I usually find myself with a pot of coffee a going and texting the fiance good morning. Living in two different cities makes our cel phones pretty neccesary tools. We finally talked about all of our issues and i THINK things are going to be better. Now that that is taken care of I am using my pens and stories from years ago to do a funny lil comic called Spookybear. im hoping its goodness, wicked lil goodness. Im reading alot of sci fi and playing Halo and recently got a dslite. Want Devil Summoner for it. Besides that thanksgiving was awful and i'm getting over why it was so bad.
Much drawing is to be done.
Saw New Moon twice. Ninja Assassin was the cutest ninja movie to date. And missed where the wild things are.
Argh I say. Arghhh
I keep wanting to reread Pride and Prejudice when I know I should be reading the stack of library books.
The weather is quite cold |
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| Life update in 4 mins or less |
[Nov. 17th, 2009|09:58 pm] |
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| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Auf Der Muar- taste of you | ] |
Me and Char are engaged and quite happy save his troubles which i'm doing my best to be supportive with. Its harder then i thought but I wouldn't change a thing
Finally got a ds lite and went to Gamestop with 40 bucks specifically for Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Summoner and it was discontinued.
Went for volume 3 of Re-Play and it had been pushed back to Jan 2010.
On the bright side i got Final Fantasy Tactics Advance 2 which is going to make sleep a dream.
Learning to draw better and scripting a comic idea with the ex hubby is a blast.
yep thats all folks |
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| manga wolves and fiance |
[Oct. 26th, 2009|05:45 pm] |
with my fiance coming into town tomorrow night im having a dude night out with an old friend. should be fun.
im gonna start the manga officially later this week after this romantic amazingness. Should be fun!!! |
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| Sorry sorry |
[Sep. 11th, 2009|11:15 am] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Kids laughing at the tear in my pants | ] |
Oh man. Why do I always fall behind on the only blog I want to write on.
Well I work at Dominos, its hours constantly flucuate. Some weeks are good some are bad.
Me and the boyfriend are doing alot better then before. He's funny, him with his chubby cheeks and jokes about my roomates. Haha funny guy.
I turned 23 two weeks ago. Was a fun lil shin dig. Posting pics in a sec.
Working on comics and art and looking at web design and art. So im revitalizing this blog. I promise entries on the daily and artwork. As much as I can.
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| sleepy.busy.here |
[May. 22nd, 2009|04:48 pm] |
Yes i know its been forever since i updated again. Its been busy, starting a new job, my fiance coming down for a weekend, star trek, wolverine, dealing with bossy roomates in the new apartment. But yea things are clearing up.
I'm cowriting my comic submission with my fiance so thats gonna be cool.
I'm playing alot of Shin Megami Tensei and wish I could get my Devil Summoner preorder but my phone bill is past due. X_X i have to keep up with that.
Also been listening to alot of undefineable musical goodness.
Gatsby's American Dream
Red Red Blue
Moneen
Modest Mouse
Smoosh
To name a few.
Ive been reading Redwall novels and those are still amazingly interesting. Turns out the guy who ditched me on valentines day was a fucking liar. Ohwell lesson learned.
I'm also reading alot and i mean alot of new manga.
I'm about halfway through Shin Megami Tensei: Persona 3:FES. I just dont have as much time as i wished i did.
Tootles |
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| stuff |
[May. 4th, 2009|05:55 pm] |
Moved into new apartment. No power til tomorrow. Joy! Lance has been making fun of my lack of coffee. Bastard! About to go begin the joy of job hunting. Working on comics. And novel and watched wolverine. Which was amazing. Star trek should be better. Smt order soon!! Can't wait. But that's gonna have to wait til I can afford it. But other then that not much is new. Living with 3 of my best friends and lance may or may not move in soon. |
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| Oh Snap!!! |
[Apr. 15th, 2009|06:40 pm] |
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| |  content | ] |
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| | Goldfrap_Tiptoe | ] |
First me and the guy im dating aren't speaking for a few days. He is angry at me spamming him with away messages. (Someone needs to mature)
I watched on the telly those cash card commercials while watching Bleach(actually clone wars but no one needs to know that) today I got one for 5 dollars. Yep thats awesome my first prize ever won and its a credit card for five dollars. *SQUEES*
After the job hunt manga scrubing commences!!!
Tootkles
Oh yeah while listening to Goldfrap and cleaning the yard my dad quoted Ninja Turles from 1992 perfectly, said he was going to pay for my semester, and give me monies for no reason(i didnt compain about pulling weeds). So right now my dad ROCKS!!!!!
Okies i go to get an application and maybe another Bleach manga...hmmmmmmmm no must save.
Tootles |
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| currently |
[Apr. 11th, 2009|05:37 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | belt line | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | shawn Mullins-rockaby | ] |
Lonely in a small town of antisocial people. Wish: to see a friendly face. |
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| pretty things! |
[Apr. 10th, 2009|04:43 pm] |
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Its Friday! I couldn't be happier about it. My best friend chris popped up and we got cigs and tea and listened to hardcore covers of American pop music the entire way after he commented on the Britney spears content. In all fairness I haven't cleaned out music on my pc and just put all 20 gigs on my ipod. Its apart of the renovations I'm making to my life. I am cleaning out my ipod of crap music and replacing it with as much Japanese rock as possible since Tommy is home for the weekend. I live with |
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| well lookit me im still ducking alive |
[Apr. 9th, 2009|07:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | backyard | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bees precariously close to my head | ] |
Remember how I said I would be updating this a lot more. Well its funny how life works. You know with all the emotions that come with being abandoned by the guy you were engaged to. Getting into a verbal sparing match with your bestfriend. Your lil brother trying to kill you. And doing the pre college freak out. All we cleaning the nastiest house I have ever seen and must clean cause I live here its just a bit much. But in a shocking turn of events I ended up having a naked conversation with my exhusband of two years due to us rekindling the old flame. So yes I am going for the comic submission with as much umph as a an opera singer being upstaged by her understudy. I'm hoping to have something submitted this month til then its all on paper. Its called beary scary. Also in a bizzare way I can't live without my blackberry, my 30 gig ipod, and my art book. Yeah! Roman updated his livejournal!!! Now to go be a fanboy and read it! I missed my old livejournal! |
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| be extra nice i was told |
[Mar. 24th, 2009|04:12 pm] |
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| |  lethargic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Circa Survive- House Of Leaves | ] |
I regret turning you down in Jay's room when you were on the top bunk. I regret listening to my father when he told me to come back to this state. My life has been shitty ever since that night. And I regret not saying it sooner. Guess its karma that now i'm drifting in out of life. I should of been braver then. But I wasn't so i'm attempting it now. |
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| I can write my name in the snow |
[Mar. 24th, 2009|03:55 pm] |
Lately i've been growing up and understanding things that I may never would of known if I had the chance. I think that's what the songs i'm writing are for. Its like a diary for me. Seeing situations I wasn't prepared for on a page and then sung from my own mouth. I have actually been alot happier since Charlie abandoned me. Its been a slow process dealing with the grief of it. The painful bits hurt worse then I thought They would. I guess it was love. I don't know why but I can't go a day without remembering a promise he made. Or how he looked when he was sleeping and everyone expects me to be ok with this. It was like a gunshot to the security I had in my life. It tore away all the lies that built me a security blanket. I just understood how many things in my life were so fucked up and I wish he hadn't gone back on his word. I have a cel phone filled with his text messages and I dont know what to do with it. I have 200 pictures of him. I don't what you do when all your hopes and dreams come crashing down around you.
You stand up. Dust yourself off.Cry a little. Pick up a guitar. And learn chords and start a one man band singing songs. And try to remember a time in your life when everything made sense and then ask yourself can I get back there. Can i do what i need to go to bed content with everything. Can I have myself back.
We'll see. |
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| And then there was P3 |
[Feb. 24th, 2009|02:47 pm] |
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| | People talking in a library | ] |
Lately i've been thinking about my life. Little things...like where my money goes, how I spend my time, why i'm dating a ghost. These things made me wish that I could better myself so I did the smart thing and did. I recently looked at my videogames and decided ehhh I don't play them so I took a bulk of them to gamestop and traded them in for Persona 3 and preordered Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Summoner 2. Glee!!! Tommy is coming home from College today and I forgot to clean my room. Damn It. And me and Lance are a talking again. It goes pretty darn well. OOOH I drew Emry from my manga project. He's a pretty chimera with piercings. *SQUEALSSS WITH JOY* I am looking for a job with gusto and am looking up at life for the first time in a while. Now to go comment the nice person who commented me and research games coming out soon and look at P3 stuff.
Tootles |
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| Hola |
[Feb. 17th, 2009|04:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Asian Kung Fu Generation | ] |
Ok im definitely back in a huge!!! Way.
Well first off i can happily say that i spent a long time looking for myself. Then I found him at the bottom of a bowl of ramen while the Asian Kung Fu Generation played on my ipod nano.
i'm basically having to rebuild my life all over again and I am doing it with the help of my helpful and hilariously supportive husband. And my few but aweseme friends. Its a fun life now that I finally got a handle on it.
Now to find a job, draw a bunch more so I can have something to send off and get published(like its that easy) and play videogames and be happy in love and get all my projects going in their different directions.!!!
I will be updating soon swear on it!!!! |
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| This is not the end |
[Jan. 13th, 2009|04:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Bravery- every word i hear is a knife in my ear | ] |
Alot has happened since i last updated. To put it shortly life told me to move on so i finally did. Alot of painful shit happened but I am getting to that happy point I guess. I will update more frequently i promise |
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| Been forever |
[Sep. 25th, 2008|05:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Metro Station- Shake It | ] |
Sorry I had weeks of indecision and a bunch of things going on. But I am alot happier now. And will be writing in this from now on. Promise.
Currently I am working on a big project called The Silent Kingdom Chronicles. Its about a young man named Kelsey who is sent to a city to start his life when his family can no longer support him at 20 years old. Soon after he adjusts to living with his aunt an aging starlet bombs fall on the city and the 3rd world war begins.
I have a 500 page spiral and a bag of pens and pencils and an ipod shuffle filled with music to inspire it.
I'm dating a wonderful young man named Mike. Coming to terms with my love for Lance. And working security making good money overnights downtown. Life is getting on track for me. I am more shy now then before since I offered my heart to lance and he told me to wait. I tried to end loving two men at once and they both hurt. So now I am shy with my feelings and trust doesnt come easy. |
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| Kiss Kill |
[Jul. 19th, 2008|09:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Panic at The Disco- Green Gentleman | ] |
I'm sorry for not updating in weeks. Its been a trying time for me but its over now. I am happily in love with a wonderful man.
im drawing right now to make up for all the lost time
My guy bought me Bleach 22. I am in love seriously |
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| newsss |
[Jun. 10th, 2008|02:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dracula 3--- | ] |
well, with me trying to get my life together I am working on something true to life I am creating a semi autobiographical comic about a video-game geek who wants to be a programmer and what he does to get there. Its going to be alot of fun to work on.
I also finished the cover and character art for Nightmares in Wonderland. i'll post those bits later.
I ended up meeting my first love that I acted on again at Barnes and Noble. It was pretty cool running into him. The whole old feelings rushing back up to the surface and the kiss was a bit confusing but i called his number and got no answer 6 times. Still a flake. Mehh
Now to send an apology to my editor of game reviews and watch a late night movie |
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| I'm on my lunch break |
[Jun. 8th, 2008|05:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Gossip Girl | ] |
I finished the cover art for Nightmares In Wonderland. I forsee my good friend David slicing my head off. He inspired Vincent's persona and he looks a bit fairy tale character-y.
I gotta go back to work so i'll post more later |
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